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Faster and faster he flapped his wings, and he wanted to fly high, higher than the swallows, higher than the lark that sings looking straight into the sun. And when his father wasn’t looking, Icarus soared high into the sky, towards the sun.
As the sun's heat melted the wax that held his wings together, the feathers fell apart and scattered around him. No matter how hard Icarus flapped his arms, nothing could keep him aloft. He fell rapidly, fell and disappeared in the depths of the sea.
Daedalus looked back and saw no sign of his son in the blue sky. He looked at the sea, but only white feathers floated on the waves.
Welcome to the far side of the moon, dear astronauts.
It's time to break the silence. It's been a few rocky years, but there always comes a moment in life when you must step out of the shadows and into the light. Behind what everyone saw as overwhelming success and prosperity were, in fact, months of nervous breakdowns, exhaustion, and tears. Sometimes everything is not what it seems. And sometimes people are skilled at pretending — I am. But it's time to shed light and share my revelations. I will tell my story myself, through my music. Our music. With this album, I close a huge chapter of my life. Buckle up. Launch in three, two, one...
It's time to break the silence. It's been a few rocky years, but there always comes a moment in life when you must step out of the shadows and into the light. Behind what everyone saw as overwhelming success and prosperity were, in fact, months of nervous breakdowns, exhaustion, and tears. Sometimes everything is not what it seems. And sometimes people are skilled at pretending — I am. But it's time to shed light and share my revelations. I will tell my story myself, through my music. Our music. With this album, I close a huge chapter of my life. Buckle up. Launch in three, two, one...
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[Verse]
Heavenly
How the darkness bows down at my feet
Do I look good with your blood on my teeth?
What would you give to be loved by me?
[Verse]
Bite the apple
In the garden where all men are made to be liars
Where your god is nothing but an idol
If you love me make me your idol
[Chorus]
I will take the blame
I will take the shame
I will take the blame
I will take the shame
[Verse]
Mercy me
Where all men have made martyrs of women like me
With every last breath they try to cage me
Isn't it funny how I'm still breathing?
[Verse]
Well
I'll make a deal
If you love me I will give you something to feel
Something real
[Bridge]
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Heavenly
How the darkness bows down at my feet
Do I look good with your blood on my teeth?
What would you give to be loved by me?
[Verse]
Bite the apple
In the garden where all men are made to be liars
Where your god is nothing but an idol
If you love me make me your idol
[Chorus]
I will take the blame
I will take the shame
I will take the blame
I will take the shame
[Verse]
Mercy me
Where all men have made martyrs of women like me
With every last breath they try to cage me
Isn't it funny how I'm still breathing?
[Verse]
Well
I'll make a deal
If you love me I will give you something to feel
Something real
[Bridge]
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
Make me your idol
[Verse 1]
Blue-eyed death — the hotel room
Bathroom marble, I can give you tour
The sheets are cold — I feel you touch me
No one can judge me, oh please don’t go
I know you married — who said it’s wrong?
You said it’s okay, the nights are long
Your wife is waiting — my love, you’re gone
You’re stuck in a hotel room, you’re gone
[Pre-Chorus]
You called me her — and I learned to smile the same
Dyed my hair, erased my name
If I’m your ghost — then let me stay
I’m just reflection that learned to pray
[Chorus]
Blue-eyed death — you kiss like you confess
Cut me slow, divine caress
Heaven smells like formalin
You killed the girl, but won’t let her rest
Blue-eyed death — I see through your sky
All your gods — wear your disguise
[Verse 2]
You said — fame will wash my sins
But I still bleed through every lens
Your promises — taste like chloroform
Sweet and quiet — never warm
You whispered — “be perfect, be mine”
Now I’m your favorite crime
[Bridge]
Mirror, mirror — tell me now
Who’s the body, who’s the vow?
She loved you first, she died for you
And I’m the echo — you never knew
[Final Chorus]
Blue-eyed death — I’m your sin reborn
A doll that learned to mourn
Your heaven cracks under glass
You made me holy — now watch me blast
Blue-eyed death — I break your crown
You taught me love — I burn it down
[Outro]
Close your eyes — remember me
I’m the song — inside your luxury
Blue-eyed death...
Blue-eyed death...
Blue-eyed death — the hotel room
Bathroom marble, I can give you tour
The sheets are cold — I feel you touch me
No one can judge me, oh please don’t go
I know you married — who said it’s wrong?
You said it’s okay, the nights are long
Your wife is waiting — my love, you’re gone
You’re stuck in a hotel room, you’re gone
[Pre-Chorus]
You called me her — and I learned to smile the same
Dyed my hair, erased my name
If I’m your ghost — then let me stay
I’m just reflection that learned to pray
[Chorus]
Blue-eyed death — you kiss like you confess
Cut me slow, divine caress
Heaven smells like formalin
You killed the girl, but won’t let her rest
Blue-eyed death — I see through your sky
All your gods — wear your disguise
[Verse 2]
You said — fame will wash my sins
But I still bleed through every lens
Your promises — taste like chloroform
Sweet and quiet — never warm
You whispered — “be perfect, be mine”
Now I’m your favorite crime
[Bridge]
Mirror, mirror — tell me now
Who’s the body, who’s the vow?
She loved you first, she died for you
And I’m the echo — you never knew
[Final Chorus]
Blue-eyed death — I’m your sin reborn
A doll that learned to mourn
Your heaven cracks under glass
You made me holy — now watch me blast
Blue-eyed death — I break your crown
You taught me love — I burn it down
[Outro]
Close your eyes — remember me
I’m the song — inside your luxury
Blue-eyed death...
Blue-eyed death...
[Verse]
They took my head and my heart and my mind
Drilled a hole in me
Stole that shit I'm in a fantasy
Took my brain and they tore it to pieces
Took my cheeks and they stole my dimple
Took my memory
[Verse]
They took my old car screamed it it wouldn't start
Took my ego died a fall
Broke my spirit in two
Wish that you could've seen what I turned myself into
'cause I'm
[Chorus]
Ooh
And everyone wants broken things
Stay away from me
[Verse]
Mmm bad things happen to me
Ooh broke my mouth till it look sweet
Carved out my tongue until I couldn't bleed
Locked it away and buried in me
'cause I'm (hmm)
[Bridge]
I'm broken (I'm broken)
Can't you see that I'm broken (like this)
Like shattered glass can't be fixed
[Verse]
Mmm I got a hand took it away from me
Withheld things they used as a vehicle
Made things happen that weren't conceivable
Ooh suck the life from me
Closed my jaw so I could only speak
And shaped my mouth until it was oh so sweet
They took my head and my heart and my mind
Drilled a hole in me
Stole that shit I'm in a fantasy
Took my brain and they tore it to pieces
Took my cheeks and they stole my dimple
Took my memory
[Verse]
They took my old car screamed it it wouldn't start
Took my ego died a fall
Broke my spirit in two
Wish that you could've seen what I turned myself into
'cause I'm
[Chorus]
Ooh
And everyone wants broken things
Stay away from me
[Verse]
Mmm bad things happen to me
Ooh broke my mouth till it look sweet
Carved out my tongue until I couldn't bleed
Locked it away and buried in me
'cause I'm (hmm)
[Bridge]
I'm broken (I'm broken)
Can't you see that I'm broken (like this)
Like shattered glass can't be fixed
[Verse]
Mmm I got a hand took it away from me
Withheld things they used as a vehicle
Made things happen that weren't conceivable
Ooh suck the life from me
Closed my jaw so I could only speak
And shaped my mouth until it was oh so sweet
[Chorus]
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
[Verse]
I've fallen into my soul
Well maybe
I feel we're both
Way too jaded
You're so apprised of me
[Verse]
I sleep to someone else
Necessarily
A distant someone else
Potentially
I can't confess all to
[Chorus]
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
[Verse]
You're half of what you think
You're made of
A cunning hue and ink
It's dipped in the wrong love and lust
All but five had crossed
Over you
And everything it costs
Me now too
You're so appraised of me
[Chorus]
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
[Verse]
I've fallen into my soul
Well maybe
I feel we're both
Way too jaded
You're so apprised of me
[Verse]
I sleep to someone else
Necessarily
A distant someone else
Potentially
I can't confess all to
[Chorus]
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
[Verse]
You're half of what you think
You're made of
A cunning hue and ink
It's dipped in the wrong love and lust
All but five had crossed
Over you
And everything it costs
Me now too
You're so appraised of me
[Chorus]
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
Bruises
Bruises
Counting the bruises
Enough said
[Verse 1]
The stage lights blind
A dazzling glow
But shadows follow where I go
A puppet’s strings
I can't let show
[Prechorus]
Fame whispers sweet
Then bites my skin
It pulls me out
It drags me in
[Chorus]
Fly me to the moon's dark side
Where scars and secrets learn to hide
No cameras
No lies
No painted pride
Just me
Just me
Nowhere to confide
[Verse 2]
The mirror cracks
A fractured face
A heavy crown
A hollow place
Each note I sing
It leaves a trace
[Prechorus]
The crowd screams loud
But I’m unheard
Their love feels sharp
Each cheer a word
[Chorus]
Fly me to the moon's dark side
Where scars and secrets learn to hide
No cameras
No lies
No painted pride
Just me
Just me
Nowhere to confide
The stage lights blind
A dazzling glow
But shadows follow where I go
A puppet’s strings
I can't let show
[Prechorus]
Fame whispers sweet
Then bites my skin
It pulls me out
It drags me in
[Chorus]
Fly me to the moon's dark side
Where scars and secrets learn to hide
No cameras
No lies
No painted pride
Just me
Just me
Nowhere to confide
[Verse 2]
The mirror cracks
A fractured face
A heavy crown
A hollow place
Each note I sing
It leaves a trace
[Prechorus]
The crowd screams loud
But I’m unheard
Their love feels sharp
Each cheer a word
[Chorus]
Fly me to the moon's dark side
Where scars and secrets learn to hide
No cameras
No lies
No painted pride
Just me
Just me
Nowhere to confide
[Verse]
When my mind is resting
Far away from here
Sleep inside my wisdom
Sleep away from fear
[Verse 2]
Then I want to know
What do you want to do to me?
Then I want to know
What do you want to do to me?
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm runnin' on the ice
Runnin' out of time
Runnin' while the light is goin'
Runnin' on the wire
Runnin' out your frame
Runnin' down your blades
Runnin' on your waves
I tell you (uh)
[Bridge]
Runnin'
Rur-in
You're close to me like an enemy
Runnin'
Run-in
I want to be your body
Runnin’
Run-in
You're close to tea
It's my cup
I tell you
Boy (ah!)
When my mind is resting
Far away from here
Sleep inside my wisdom
Sleep away from fear
[Verse 2]
Then I want to know
What do you want to do to me?
Then I want to know
What do you want to do to me?
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm runnin' on the ice
Runnin' out of time
Runnin' while the light is goin'
Runnin' on the wire
Runnin' out your frame
Runnin' down your blades
Runnin' on your waves
I tell you (uh)
[Bridge]
Runnin'
Rur-in
You're close to me like an enemy
Runnin'
Run-in
I want to be your body
Runnin’
Run-in
You're close to tea
It's my cup
I tell you
Boy (ah!)
[Intro]
He said let’s make a sex tape
The promises of
Let’s make a sex tttt
The promises of
Make a sex tape
The promises of
Sex tape
[Chorus]
Sex tape
I wanna see the cracks and take it all away
Plead with you
Babe
Flex tape
[Intro 2]
The promises of
The promises of
[Verse]
Did you break with a hatchet or a chainsaw?
In dissonant fragments
Where do you start?
There's a stickiness
Baby
And a sentimentality
Ignoring the problems is an art
[Bridge]
There are promises in the voice of the salesman
And he has made some nice revelations
I'm asking now for your patience
Stick with me
Baby
It's a process
[Chorus]
sex tape
I wanna seal the cracks and take it all away
Plead with you
Babe
Flex tape
[Verse 2]
Baby
Gimme a moment
I'm willing and desperate for your courtesy
I've got crazy glue
Suction cups and laser beams
Let's make this right
Let's fix you and me
Will you watch it over and over again?
He said let’s make a sex tape
The promises of
Let’s make a sex tttt
The promises of
Make a sex tape
The promises of
Sex tape
[Chorus]
Sex tape
I wanna see the cracks and take it all away
Plead with you
Babe
Flex tape
[Intro 2]
The promises of
The promises of
[Verse]
Did you break with a hatchet or a chainsaw?
In dissonant fragments
Where do you start?
There's a stickiness
Baby
And a sentimentality
Ignoring the problems is an art
[Bridge]
There are promises in the voice of the salesman
And he has made some nice revelations
I'm asking now for your patience
Stick with me
Baby
It's a process
[Chorus]
sex tape
I wanna seal the cracks and take it all away
Plead with you
Babe
Flex tape
[Verse 2]
Baby
Gimme a moment
I'm willing and desperate for your courtesy
I've got crazy glue
Suction cups and laser beams
Let's make this right
Let's fix you and me
Will you watch it over and over again?
[Verse 1]
You turned me to stone
So it be easy to sculpture
Starin' off into the abyss
You've gone and left me alone yet again
[Verse 2]
Behind me is flame
It's breakin' losin' its culture
A burial ground in the river
I see all my cries goin' down in the swim
[Chorus]
You can lay down in my bed if you want to
What am I now? Am I all that you got?
I could tell by the look in your empty fish eyes
That you were puttin' all your trust in me
I
[Verse 3]
Like a gutted fish
You spilled your guts all right onto my floor
Leavin' a mess in my home
Now my rugs smellin' like a gutter now
[Chorus]
You can lay down in my bed if you want to
What am I now? Am I all that you got?
I could tell by the look in your empty fish eyes
That you were puttin' all your trust in me
I
[Verse 4]
Lookin' like Medusa
Long hair with a fatal affair with the God damn affair
How coward was he who made me out to be the villain again?
Who made me out to be the villain again?
You turned me to stone
So it be easy to sculpture
Starin' off into the abyss
You've gone and left me alone yet again
[Verse 2]
Behind me is flame
It's breakin' losin' its culture
A burial ground in the river
I see all my cries goin' down in the swim
[Chorus]
You can lay down in my bed if you want to
What am I now? Am I all that you got?
I could tell by the look in your empty fish eyes
That you were puttin' all your trust in me
I
[Verse 3]
Like a gutted fish
You spilled your guts all right onto my floor
Leavin' a mess in my home
Now my rugs smellin' like a gutter now
[Chorus]
You can lay down in my bed if you want to
What am I now? Am I all that you got?
I could tell by the look in your empty fish eyes
That you were puttin' all your trust in me
I
[Verse 4]
Lookin' like Medusa
Long hair with a fatal affair with the God damn affair
How coward was he who made me out to be the villain again?
Who made me out to be the villain again?
[Verse]
Gold-plated fantasies
The unthinkable
He's throwing me against the wall
Same old promises
I'm in his head
Then ends it in a minute
[Verse 2]
Where's your heart at?
Have you even got one?
He plays dead when he knows his lies been
Reckons he's the one that's suffering
[Chorus]
This is the last man down
Flat on his face
I'll do whatever it takes
To push him out of the town
So impatient
Before my world caves in
[Verse 3]
Long days
Nights
Calls on the way
Cancel him twenty times a day
Lacklust metaphor never brings someone new
But I'm your dog
And there's no leash
[Verse 4]
Where's your heart at?
I think I found one
He fed me when I was starving
Looks like you might be the suffering one
[Chorus]
This is the last man down
Flat on his face
I'll do whatever it takes
To push him out of the town
So impatient
Before my world caves in
Gold-plated fantasies
The unthinkable
He's throwing me against the wall
Same old promises
I'm in his head
Then ends it in a minute
[Verse 2]
Where's your heart at?
Have you even got one?
He plays dead when he knows his lies been
Reckons he's the one that's suffering
[Chorus]
This is the last man down
Flat on his face
I'll do whatever it takes
To push him out of the town
So impatient
Before my world caves in
[Verse 3]
Long days
Nights
Calls on the way
Cancel him twenty times a day
Lacklust metaphor never brings someone new
But I'm your dog
And there's no leash
[Verse 4]
Where's your heart at?
I think I found one
He fed me when I was starving
Looks like you might be the suffering one
[Chorus]
This is the last man down
Flat on his face
I'll do whatever it takes
To push him out of the town
So impatient
Before my world caves in
[Verse]
Breathe in, oh
Breathe, oh
Mid of the winter
You set me on fire
You thought I was cold
Made the bonfire higher
[Verse 2]
Brought some wood
Took some matches
I knew it wasn’t good
What we have passes
Oh, feel the smoke
Oh, burning sensation
[Chorus]
Oh, I can’t breathe in
Oh, still learning
To believe again
To trust again
To love again
Love myself again
Breathe
Let me breathe
[Verse 3]
Mid of the summer
Left me in ashes
Cinder on my lashes
No more fire
[Bridge]
Bones and bones
Of our desires
Smoldered dreams
Ashes to pyres
[Chorus]
Oh, can’t breathe in
Oh, still learning
To believe again
To trust again
To love again
Love myself again
Breathe
Let me breathe
Breathe in, oh
Breathe, oh
Mid of the winter
You set me on fire
You thought I was cold
Made the bonfire higher
[Verse 2]
Brought some wood
Took some matches
I knew it wasn’t good
What we have passes
Oh, feel the smoke
Oh, burning sensation
[Chorus]
Oh, I can’t breathe in
Oh, still learning
To believe again
To trust again
To love again
Love myself again
Breathe
Let me breathe
[Verse 3]
Mid of the summer
Left me in ashes
Cinder on my lashes
No more fire
[Bridge]
Bones and bones
Of our desires
Smoldered dreams
Ashes to pyres
[Chorus]
Oh, can’t breathe in
Oh, still learning
To believe again
To trust again
To love again
Love myself again
Breathe
Let me breathe
[Intro]
Oh
[Verse]
Handpicked flowers going bad in my bedroom
Through fisheye windows
You left unwanted
My door cracked open
Basking in the ashes of what we had
(Oh, hа) fantasies and memories of me in your bed
Though I should be grateful
I feel like a criminal
I can't stand your hands
Even on physical
I
[Chorus]
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
[Post-Chorus]
Maybe I didn't exit and leave the right way
Pin me up to your thoughts and action them lightly (Ha-ah, oh)
It's a game that means so much more than it used to
But I still lie unconscious
Set a blaze in place of you
Ha-ah-ha
It's the fate that chains me to the possibility of someone
Over
Ha-ah
Mmm (Oh)
I'm short-changed
My value to your God complex
It's done
(Ha-ah-ha, ha-ah-ha, it already is)
Oh
[Verse]
Handpicked flowers going bad in my bedroom
Through fisheye windows
You left unwanted
My door cracked open
Basking in the ashes of what we had
(Oh, hа) fantasies and memories of me in your bed
Though I should be grateful
I feel like a criminal
I can't stand your hands
Even on physical
I
[Chorus]
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
Wish you would get over
Wish you would get over me
[Post-Chorus]
Maybe I didn't exit and leave the right way
Pin me up to your thoughts and action them lightly (Ha-ah, oh)
It's a game that means so much more than it used to
But I still lie unconscious
Set a blaze in place of you
Ha-ah-ha
It's the fate that chains me to the possibility of someone
Over
Ha-ah
Mmm (Oh)
I'm short-changed
My value to your God complex
It's done
(Ha-ah-ha, ha-ah-ha, it already is)
[Verse 1]
The phone call
When someone's somebody dies
The shock is an inevitability
A kick in the gut
Oh
Someone's gotta give up racin'
Stand up
Start prescin'
Small as it may be
It's hell
But it's heaven
Grouches
Grindin'
Snouten
Breathin'
And the notes get all too long
[Verse 2]
Every single f*****'-damned word
It's already been written
From my barley-made blonde hair
Given
Slain
Bare innocence
My un-tanned bum
My "Look at me
Watch me" plumb
[Chorus]
No
That's another lie
Am I right? Yeah
[Chorus]
And it's another b***y cry
"My 'depressed' was 'just tired'"
[Outro]
Before I was suckin' on my momentary
My momentary
Innocent scaries
The phone call
When someone's somebody dies
The shock is an inevitability
A kick in the gut
Oh
Someone's gotta give up racin'
Stand up
Start prescin'
Small as it may be
It's hell
But it's heaven
Grouches
Grindin'
Snouten
Breathin'
And the notes get all too long
[Verse 2]
Every single f*****'-damned word
It's already been written
From my barley-made blonde hair
Given
Slain
Bare innocence
My un-tanned bum
My "Look at me
Watch me" plumb
[Chorus]
No
That's another lie
Am I right? Yeah
[Chorus]
And it's another b***y cry
"My 'depressed' was 'just tired'"
[Outro]
Before I was suckin' on my momentary
My momentary
Innocent scaries
[intro, speech]
Where do you all go moon girls? No one knows but I hope you found heaven
[Verse]
She's beautiful as always
In need of a little space
She's driftin' away
Out with her stupid friends
[Pre-Chorus]
Hope she finds happiness
She's havin' a good old time
I'm worried sick in my bed
I wish she would say goodnight
[Chorus]
Sometimes I'm hopin' that she'll crash back down on me
Every once in a while
Catch her on the T.V
And I scream
Oh
Dear
Why are you so far?
You're here
But I feel so far
[Verse]
I pray to her sometimes
Mostly she don't answer me
I'm losin' my religion
Drownin' in my sorrow
2 a.m. spinnin'
Someone else's shadow
[Chorus]
I've been lookin' for a moon girl
Someone givin' me a light in the dark
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' through space
Does anybody else feel the same?
It's been a few rocky years (Oh)
And I'm prayin' someone wants me here
[Verse 2]
She had these pictures on her walls
Of skies so purple they were blue
She said Some people need the sun
But I'm the shade that cools the room
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I'm hopin' that she'll crash back down on me
Every once in a while
Catch her on the T.V
And I scream
Oh
Dear
Why are you so far?
You're here
But I feel so far
Outro:
Does anyone feel the same?
Where do you all go moon girls? No one knows but I hope you found heaven
[Verse]
She's beautiful as always
In need of a little space
She's driftin' away
Out with her stupid friends
[Pre-Chorus]
Hope she finds happiness
She's havin' a good old time
I'm worried sick in my bed
I wish she would say goodnight
[Chorus]
Sometimes I'm hopin' that she'll crash back down on me
Every once in a while
Catch her on the T.V
And I scream
Oh
Dear
Why are you so far?
You're here
But I feel so far
[Verse]
I pray to her sometimes
Mostly she don't answer me
I'm losin' my religion
Drownin' in my sorrow
2 a.m. spinnin'
Someone else's shadow
[Chorus]
I've been lookin' for a moon girl
Someone givin' me a light in the dark
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' through space
Does anybody else feel the same?
It's been a few rocky years (Oh)
And I'm prayin' someone wants me here
[Verse 2]
She had these pictures on her walls
Of skies so purple they were blue
She said Some people need the sun
But I'm the shade that cools the room
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I'm hopin' that she'll crash back down on me
Every once in a while
Catch her on the T.V
And I scream
Oh
Dear
Why are you so far?
You're here
But I feel so far
Outro:
Does anyone feel the same?
[Verse 1]
I could fake it in my sleep
I'm still a child on my best days
I make it look easy
Like a ship lost at sea
I'd rather drown than be found
Hate to burst your bubble
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm scared of winding up alone
Like Father
Like Son all on my own
I dig a hole deeper and deeper
Falling apart
But my heart is still in it
[Chorus]
With all due respect
I'm breakin' my neck tryin' to impress you
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
Beautiful mess
My fake-ass friends would never confess
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
[Verse 2]
Walkin' on my last nerve
If you loved me
You would slow down
At least that's what I heard
He weighs his options
Playin' God again
Can't have you if I can't have her
[Pre-Chorus]
And you keep showing up just for the end
The thoughts that keep me up aren't in my head
Nostalgia's such a liar
Every time it leaves
It reminds me
That exactly where I am is exactly where I want to be
[Chorus]
With all due respect
I'm breakin' my neck tryin' to impress you
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
Beautiful mess
My fake-ass friends would never confess
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
I could fake it in my sleep
I'm still a child on my best days
I make it look easy
Like a ship lost at sea
I'd rather drown than be found
Hate to burst your bubble
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm scared of winding up alone
Like Father
Like Son all on my own
I dig a hole deeper and deeper
Falling apart
But my heart is still in it
[Chorus]
With all due respect
I'm breakin' my neck tryin' to impress you
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
Beautiful mess
My fake-ass friends would never confess
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
[Verse 2]
Walkin' on my last nerve
If you loved me
You would slow down
At least that's what I heard
He weighs his options
Playin' God again
Can't have you if I can't have her
[Pre-Chorus]
And you keep showing up just for the end
The thoughts that keep me up aren't in my head
Nostalgia's such a liar
Every time it leaves
It reminds me
That exactly where I am is exactly where I want to be
[Chorus]
With all due respect
I'm breakin' my neck tryin' to impress you
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
Beautiful mess
My fake-ass friends would never confess
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
What a lie
[Verse 1]
Last night was the final call
I heard again
"It's all my fault"
You laughed and shouted 'til you cried
I barely made it out alive
[Chorus]
And now it's lighter in the mornings
And it's softer in the songs
And I feel like I can finally breathe again
When I tell them
It's "The end"
And now I'm late to every party
'Cause I'm in the driver seat
And the leather front's so clean
Why do you succeed?
[Verse 2]
Sunlight on your face was my first sign
I heard you said
"You'll take your time"
But you always seemed to fool me with it
You're sipping silver champagne in it
[Chorus]
But now it's brighter in the mornings
And it's softer in the songs
And I feel like I can finally breathe again
And I tell them
It's "The end"
And now I'm quite the social drinker
'Cause I'm in the driver seat
And the leather front's so clean
Why do you? It's all me
Sunlight on my face
I can't believe
[Bridge]
Finally
[Outro]
Last night was the final call
I heard again
"It's all my fault"
Last night was the final call
I heard again
"It's all my fault"
You laughed and shouted 'til you cried
I barely made it out alive
[Chorus]
And now it's lighter in the mornings
And it's softer in the songs
And I feel like I can finally breathe again
When I tell them
It's "The end"
And now I'm late to every party
'Cause I'm in the driver seat
And the leather front's so clean
Why do you succeed?
[Verse 2]
Sunlight on your face was my first sign
I heard you said
"You'll take your time"
But you always seemed to fool me with it
You're sipping silver champagne in it
[Chorus]
But now it's brighter in the mornings
And it's softer in the songs
And I feel like I can finally breathe again
And I tell them
It's "The end"
And now I'm quite the social drinker
'Cause I'm in the driver seat
And the leather front's so clean
Why do you? It's all me
Sunlight on my face
I can't believe
[Bridge]
Finally
[Outro]
Last night was the final call
I heard again
"It's all my fault"
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And behind it's far side, he vanished.
But not did Icarus die that day.
The waves cast him ashore with the ashes of his burnt wings. And from the ashes, new ones he crafted. And again did he soar into the sky, but this time towards the moon, not the sun.
The waves cast him ashore with the ashes of his burnt wings. And from the ashes, new ones he crafted. And again did he soar into the sky, but this time towards the moon, not the sun.
